heyheyhey! (:
managed to finish all my online assessments xD phew.
so im free and will post all about the things that happened during this hols
first is the combined UG camp:
13-15 march
first day, guides was slacking!
but we had a session on knots and im the senior to teach them the knots.
so i start from the very basic ones like clove hitch and square lashing.
the much more diff one such as s knot and many more.
actually i didnt know much about knots! :x
hope to learn more and more!
and what did we do? i cant remember :P
but it was about it and time for NIGHT HIKE! :D
the dinner was plain, rice with veg, egg and meat.
didnt like the first meal but ate all anw cos i was super famished [:
had night hike. was kinda boohoo to hear that all of the guides were separated
and a pair will join with the UG's.
but it was indeed happy to know that wy was in the same grp as me.
at least there is a companion and i wont be so lonely
because im not very familiar with another guide, atika
im so sorraye ):
anw, me and wy chatted all the way until we reached school.
or else the night hike would be boring.
we walked from sch to opera estate i think and then
from chai chee to bedok inter and finally back to schoool.
yes, an incident happened! some should know.
we were walking along bedok swimming complex
and someone yelled 'STOP, CASUALTY!'
so evryone turned back and saw guy holding onto his leg.
then pandey, our leader sudd talked to us all about the first aid.
saying what if he is holdng onto his leg, it means a fracture.
whatever -.- who cares about him. somemore the guys would have to carry him back.
and we found it was an act. WTH. to think i have a kind heart and felt sorry for him.
bulls*** lah. haha :DD when we got back to school, jolly grumbled
saying she somemr ask that guy if he was okay. oh jolly ):
and nights out! (:


second day me and kw met outside traffic near sch to discuss about the games.
lucky we came late and didnt do pt (:
vereen, yanin and angelina was saying about the budhha clap and now i know what it is.
oooohh ): we played games planned by me, kw and most of all, SHIKIN ! xD
had outdoor cooking. this was the first time we managed to set the fire so well.
and guess what, an unexpected rain just killed it D:
so me,kw, michelle, vereen, angelina and some others carried the food to the staff room.
and we COOKED the food inside the staff lounge. wonderful experience.
the lounge had a plasma tv, sofa, wii, massaging chair etc and of course AIRCON. heh
we tried microwaving and oven the pizza. it was kinda successful.
so we carried on and microwaved the food. yummy.
and michelle was pinching all the food. her saliva :X
after tt, me and kw went back to the bunk.
we decided to let them have a surprise ' PIZZA DELIVERY! '
they cheered for us cause they were very hungry.
i gave out the pizza and some other gave out the soup cooked by mrs pang.
nice nice nice (: wonder if the soup was edible?
had campfire in the school hall. very first time.
nights! (:


the third day- last day!
cleaned the bunk and moved back all the tables and chairs.
did some footdrills and yanin, kw and queenie had a chance to command first.
when's my turn? SOON SOON x)
also went to small grass patch beside the sch field to pick up charcoal we left ystd.
did a survey and i gave pt as -.- face. haha. xD
bernadine, ex guide bought sweet for us. so nice of her! (:
and also toblerone from our PL's and CL and ACL.
we took photos and went home (:
HOME SWEET HOME! :P
ps, promised to post the pics next time

hey! just came back from camp ystd.
nothing to post aboout the camp.
and this was the first time a campfire held in the hall.
i've not experienced before wor! (:
excited and looking forward to the class bbq.
2E3 united as one! :DD
thats all. i've nothing to talk about.
i dreaded doing online asssements and homeworks.
HOLIDAY IS NOT HOLIDAY! ):
ystd i saw him downstairs.
i dont know whats wrong with me but i had a strange feeling towards him.
i always wished that i wont see him again. but i did.
i really not knowing what to do and i feel helpless.
i really wished i could forget everything and carry on with life.

im here again. just for a short update since i've not updated for quite long :DD
ok, im not going to say aboout my results.
i can say that this is the very first time i scored so badly.
and i flunked a few papers. what is wrong with me? D:
hais. doont make me get reminded of it.
anw, just came back from school.
because of speech day. and something happened.
but im just too lazy to type them out.
oh well, kaiwen didnt come to school.
she had fever and i think 38.4 degrees.
hope she will take care of herself and come back to school soon!
hehe (: was exhausted and no mood for anything.
i HATE this year's speech day lah.
we are expected to stand like a statue and we couldnt march.
oh god. i wanted marching so badly.
anw, thats all. bye xD

commone test one was finally over(:
a short post about last week.
another week passed.
didnt get back all the results.
but the results was way BAD D:
this is the first time i failed my english.
oh god, i need to retest! but it wasnt really that bad.
i failed by 1 mark or so. and only 13 passes.
so im not really that sad luh :x
chemistry- i dont wanna say. it just spoils my mood!
e maths- was VERY careless and there goes my full marks.
social studies- merely passed :P anw, quite a numbr failed too.
so im like quite good?
had guidesm meeting as usual.
intended to stay back real late.
need to discuss about the march camp.
boohoos. and guess what. i dont know what had happened to me.
we were playing dog and bones ystd then i fell.
i had some grazes and somehow injured my back.
and now im aching all over D:
i had only myself to blame.
whatever.
sometimes i really think that im not suitable for 3E1.
everyone is scoring better than me.
why am i in this class?
everyone feels that im smart. oh pls. IM NOT!
i cant say im stressed or what.
but i cant cope. no one can help me.
what am i going to do?
am i just going to die in this way?