when im at the beach, peacefulness flowed over me.
how i wished everything stops and i could just sit there without any noises.
memories passed me and i felt helpless.
i felt very calm and this is what i really wanted. .
a quiet and peaceful life. but evrything seems to be the opposite.
at that moment, all i wanted was to scream out loud.
there was nothing for me to vent my frustrations except the sea.
nothing was within my control. ervything rushed towards me so unexpected.
im just so lost. oh god, im having moodswings. ):
