:D

Indeed, alot of things happened which i never expected to.
The world is rotating faster every second and
I ought to reflect myself on this particular day- last day of 2009.
Many incidents were so sudden and surprising that it caught me so unexpected.
Well, I shall hope next year would be a better year for everyone.
We should not live in the past and yes, we need to move.
A year passes by again, so does our age.
Every year i age, i reflect.
Things dont go my way and so, i cant force things to be what i wanted.
Every year i age, i gained more experiences.
Regardless in studies or in life, in fact, in relationships.
Having lots of friendships was hard to handle.
i cant expect every single one in th world to like me, but like ervyone,
I hope most people would like me.
I dont want to be neglected anymore- like how i was in year 2009.
Seriously speaking, it was really tough but i survived.
Being neglected and ignored was terrible i should say.
Someone said i didnt want to join them, but the problem is, I dont feel belonged.
I also realise when every year passes, words that come from my mouth became shorter and lesser.
What was wrong with me?
I dont feel like a failure but why god make me experience all this?
Starting from 2009, i became to be nonchalant to many things
because i just cant say it out.
Pretty tough and i strived to but couldnt.
Well new year resolution and next year resolution-
First (like a must!) Score well for olevels. Prove to myself that if ppl can do it, why cant i.
Second, Be a better person. Not amicable, but at least not an eyesore to others.
Third, Be true to myself. I could not hide my feelings anymore. When i need to express myself, i should and must do it.
Fourth, I will learn korean from my cute neighbour Choi Minh (hopefully)
And i learn a word from him for now, annyong! (which means sister)
Btw, he calls me that. So adorable. ahahahah
He's only 7 years old and darn cute!! You should see for yourself (:
Anway, i hope people wont hate me and i will be myself.
That's all. Ka-char.
Should end my post with a postive tone. :D
2009 will end and 2010 will come.